I remember lying in my bed
Wishing I could will myself to be dead
Separate connection of brain and heart
Choose my own way to fall apart
Get back some feeling of control
Looks like an accident to save my soul
Avoid the selfish look of suicide
Keep my reputation alive
And though it’s just a memory
I keep what becomes a part of me
Benchmark the lowest that I could find
How far to fall from these highs
And when that feeling is coming again
Moreso a wonderance on the whispering wind
When I am breathless I fear a return
But most ignored by the love I’ve learned
Oh what am I to you
Can you see what I do
To help forgive and help forget
The thoughts I leave behind
When they’ll go
I don’t know
It’s hard to look ahead
When the past is on your mind
You can always regret
What you were hoping to find
That I can’t let go and I can’t hold on
I’m stuck somewhere between
When I know
I know
It’s not you
That belongs to me
What to do
Now we’re through?
But I know
I know
I’ll be alright
credits
from You Have Your Mind,
released September 25, 2020
Dan Irving: lyrics, rhythm guitar, vocals, shaker, additional percussion
Dan Strief: lead guitar
Em Edgerton: bass guitar, additional percussion
Ryan Chabon: drums
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